Curves in Lace

New photos are up for KrisMadison.com members (click here to get your membership now) of me wearing a sexy brown lace dress and showing off my curves. Lots of legs and booty shots in this set.

Like this sexy ass pic peeking out from below my skirt, for example:

Update

Gah! How did it get to be summer already? I'm feeling totally overwhelmed and walloped by money/work stuff, family drama & a household that just added 2 new members (without decreasing my own rent one penny, for the record). I'm scrambling to stay on top of everything and really wish I had a helper. Someone to take photos and videos of me or do all the photo/video editing would be a dream. A webmaster that could help me take care of all the site stuff so I could just focus on replying to emails and doing new shoot requests? Heaven! Ahhh...but I'm dreaming.

Since there is just one of me, I've been reading all of your emails, but have been slack on getting the replies sent out. I did get a chance to shoot today though & I think you're really going to love the video. Lots of dirty talk!

I'll be busy editing pics tonight and hopefully get the video rendering before I go to sleep. I better brew some more coffee...in for a long night!

Mama Needs (to pay for) a New Pair of Shoes!

I had a lovely visit with my girlfriends AmberLily and Tasty Trixie last week, a Sex & the City slumber party so we could watch the movie together and then rehash all the things we loved and hated over brownies. It was excellent and exactly the kind of girl time I needed living in a house with far too much testosterone. The drive was smooth, made the ferry on time and even got to see dolphins swimming alongside us. Wonderful!

In my holiday happiness, I may have accidentally blown my budget however. I couldn't resist the half price sale at the Vans store and again got suckered into the cheap prices at Forever 21. Even when everything is on sale, walking out with bags of new clothes? Adds up. Plus I had to buy a bunch of new art supplies for the painting class I'm starting next week. So until I can rake in the big bucks as an artist, I'll be doing some performance art on cam!

Tuesday morning is the cut off time for us cam girls to submit our payout requests to the folks at Camz, so if you're looking for the biggest selection of girls to chat with, Monday is probably the best day. I've been refreshing the page since I woke up and there has at least one full page of girls, most looking quite bored and none in private shows. And this is exactly why you should work your ass off BEFORE you go on holiday. ;)

I'll be hanging out with the rest of my girls today trying to do a few more private shows before payday. My profile is KrisMadison if you feel like swinging by!

My Juices Are Flowing, Just Differently

One of the downsides of running a nude website and writing a blog from the perspective of a nude model are the times (like right now) when you really don't feel sexy. I'm sure I still look sexy enough and I certainly still feel horny, I just haven't felt particularly excited about getting naked lately. Or posing for the camera. Or writing about it.

One might jump to the conclusion that my lack of enthusiasm has something to do with not feeling good about my body or the weight I've gained. I was bummed to discover that most of my summer shorts are too tight to fit comfortably, but really? That's more annoyed that I need to go shopping than anything else. I've had some really lovely comments about my added curves (thank you!) and even when I look at my thighs and think about how much BIGGER they look, how much ROUNDER my hips seem, it's with an odd sense of awe - like I'm looking at someone else or some strange object. I have none of the typical body issue stuff going on (as in, "I feel so fat & disgusting I want to puke!"), which is really really cool.

I've been hesitant to write about the way my weight gain has been affecting (or not affecting) me because it feels sooooooo teenage girlie and pathetic. I've probably only put on a grand total of 10 or 15 pounds since Christmas. Most people wouldn't even notice. The ones who don't see me naked, that is. ;) But it is rather interesting, to me at least, to watch my body change and feel the changes in the fit of my clothes, under my fingers.

Before my fingers get distracted...part of what's been keeping me away from posting here and creating new photos to share has been the stirring of other passions, both sexual and non. On the non-sexual side, my creative juices have been flowing; I've been drawing, painting, sewing - making things! It feels great. I feel totally alive in a way that I haven't in a really long time. Running my own site has always held a great element of creativity that I've enjoyed, from playing with fetishes to the photography and video editing to the graphics and site design. But all of that is still centered around sex. For 6 years now (maybe 7?) my work and my life has revolved around sex. It's been incredibly refreshing to do something that has absolutely nothing to do with the porn industry. And when those other juices start flowing? Well, I just plug in my webcam!

I started doing private webcam shows again a couple of weeks ago and have been really enjoying the instant gratification that they allow. Unlike with setting up a shoot for my website, private cam shows don't require me to come up with the idea or theme. I'm a willing participant, of course, but I have no idea what the next play session will bring. It's so much fun to discover the naughty fantasies my private cammers want to act out with me. And when we're finished, I'm also finished. There's no uploading or editing or batching or FTPing. Done!

Don't worry - I'm not done making movies or shooting new photos. While doing all the prep work to get ready for a shoot, especially in my cramped apartment, can be a pain in the ass, I usually get at least one really great shot that makes it all worth it. I love going through my old photo sets and being reminded of things like that favorite pair of panties, my old apartment, those great tanlines. It's such a shame to think that I can't replay some of the hot chat sessions I've had lately. I would *love* to have a high quality recording of some of my hottest role-playing ones for just that reason. And to share with you, of course!

Webcamming

My housemates have all been out of the house this week with either work or holidays. I seized the opportunity to have some private time by plugging in my webcam and broadcasting my naked body to the whole world. Naturally!

I've been wanting to give IFriends a go ever since I first heard about it, but after a few hours last night, I was reminded why that chatting system annoys me so much. They have all of these great features, like the ability to set up a Fan Club (MISSKRISTY is my name over there) that's got archives of snapshots and video clips, but the actual show part is really confusing, at least on the chathost end.

There are 3 or 4 different programs I can use to run the chat. I went with the easiest one last night, Easy Cam, though it didn't feel particularly easy to my computer. Both the video part and the chat console froze a couple of times. Snapping pics for the archive worked sometimes, sometimes it didn't and none of it actually appeared in my archives until long after I'd logged off. Plus there doesn't seem to be any way to delete an image - like, say, the one where I'm half blinking. That one could go!

After I restarted my computer and logged in for the 3rd time, everything seemed to be loading smoothly. I wasn't getting any errors and was able to chat freely with a guest. What was still unclear to me (and I haven't been able to find anything in their FAQ either) is how I can tell who can see what. Guests aren't registered on the site, they're not paying to chat with me. So they should be allowed text chat, but that's it. Maybe a little preview window. There's this knocking sound when someone is looking at your room and it wasn't clear to me when they come IN to your room if they're now paying or not. Can I get naked now? Or does that mean I'm getting naked for the guests too?

I did have one chatter who bought a show with me, but I was such a noob that I didn't realize this until he typed, "I can hear you." Oh...I guess that means I can talk instead of typing! We chatted for a bit and then I started to dance a little, stripping off my lacy negligee. KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK! Gah!

There is probably a way to do things like turn off the knocking when someone is checking out my room or a way to only allow 1 guest at a time. I just haven't figured it out yet. I spent more time reading the forums and trying to figure out how to work the damn system than I did chatting with people and, you know, getting naked. *sigh*

Last night definitely made me appreciate the ease that is Private Camz. They have their own issues (mostly a lack of communication and payment hoops to jump through), but their system is very user-friendly. I'm not giving up on IFriends yet though! I want to try out some of the other ways to connect & I'd really like to try broadcasting using my HD camera. I still need to fill out all the stuff on my foot fetish profile, but I think the foot shows would be great using a high quality cam. Normal girlie shows? Not so much. Nobody needs to see every single shaving bump and stretch mark. ;)

Amateur Summer

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The sun is shining and that means it's time to break out the sunscreen for pale freckled girls like me. I actually shot this gallery last summer while I was staying at the No Tell Motel on Vancouver Island. The motel was perfect for the holiday - cheap, great location, pet friendly. But it was hardly the type of place you'd rent out to do a professional photoshoot.

I hesitated to post these pics (and the other set too), but I keep going back to them. They're like an homage to my amateur picture snapping days, the early days internet porn. Period. Back then most of the pics were stuff like this or worse. Grainy, unfocused shots of average people in bad motels or on tacky living room couch sets. There was always some of that terrible motel art hanging above the bed, personal items on the dresser, extension cords or piles of laundry in the background. Despite the low production values and unflattering lighting, it was hot simply because it felt so real. It was the complete opposite of the large scale storyline porn productions of the day featuring glamazon porn stars. Once the porn industry realized they could save themselves thousands of dollars by shooting gonzo amateur style, they started cranking out the content and the amateurs got buried under the floods of new movies, new girls. Anybody with a camera could start up the next porn empire.

This set, complete with my hairy bush, makes me feel a little nostalgic for those days. And happy to have been part of it.

I'm Just A Girl

Looks like I have the house to myself this weekend. My housemates are all off on weekend adventures and I've been quite enjoying the quiet 'round these parts until this afternoon when I got an extra dog dropped off for babysitting (which is totally fine - she's a million years old and no trouble at all) and then a phone call informing me that I'm going out for drinks tonight to celebrate my buddy's raise. He said he wanted to go sit on a patio, guys only. Apparently I don't rank in the "girl" category anymore! We've been friends for a long time, but come on. I'm still a girl! *pout*

It's warm enough to break out a sun dress, but my legs are sooooo white. I need to either get a tan in the next few hours or wait until it's dark out before I take my legs out in public.

Have a great weekend!